It's yet another wet Monday that makes people feel like staying in and cozying up under the covers with a good book. But alas, no such good fortune for me - stuck in the office with a new RFP that is due tomolo! And this being the first year that we're invited to bid, I have no historical data to 'copy' from and had to do all the groundwork myself. And the stupid template which they forwarded to us is not making it any easier. They specified that we must fill in the date in a certain format and when I did that, they gave me an error message. Piece of shit.
Then I had to clear all the damn sponsorship vouchers and realised that there are quite a few still with me and the client's D&D is pretty damn close. I really need a good secretary. Skinny chum!!!! Why must you leave us in search of some rendang?! How can you bear to leave us behind like that! And then I had to plan for my calls for the entire week and the entire world seems to be on leave. Dammit! Really hate having to plan for my calls. That's like the most irritating aspect of my job. And boss is not around. Which means good and bad for us. Those of us in the office knows what that means. Good thing is, I managed to finish my report for last week. Whew!
I really find my job a drag. Am so not looking forward to the shit I have to clear and listening to all those people complain about this and that. Where in the world did they find so many things to complain about? It's not as if they are shareholders of their company or something. Cut us service people some slack lah! For goodness' sakes! You have a pair of eyes, 1 nose and 1 mouth; and so do we. So what makes you think you are anymore superior than us? You're just a wage-earner. So cut the 'higher than thou' attitude. Just stick it up your ass.
And well, we're losing good people all round cos all of us are so tired. There's just no pleasing the management. When we do better than the last time, more is expected of us. It's like a vicious cycle that sees no end. There's just no pleasing them. Sometimes I wonder why we even bother to work so hard. Guess it's just the responsibility in us speaking. Why do we always bang our heads against the wall when there are no medics to heal us up? There just doesn't seem to be a point. Which is why I admire boss. How can she give her whole life to the damn hotel and still be going strong? She doesn't seem to experience any Monday blues. Power! But I wouldn't wanna be her. Her seat is not as hot as it seems. In fact, I pity her sometimes. Knowing the shit she gies through. That's why I love her to a certain extent and really do miss her when she's not around. She's really like a big mama that keeps order in the household and protects us and keeps us outta harm's way. She can be a real softie with a hard exterior.
Oh well, I'm beginning to feel the jitter of leaving my job. Leave my job I know I will. But having no job and no income is something that worries me cos I've got bills to pay. So I do hope the plan I made with Chum really do come through. Even if it doesn't turn out well, at least we can say we gave it a shot.
Missed Bello today cos she didn't come to work. Was hoping she will. She brings such joy to us. Dunno why but somehow, having her around, the day doesn't seem to drag on so much. She has an aura of joy around her (OMG! did i say aura! -faintz-). Nowadays it's really the people around me that propels me on. Without these people, I think I would have left long ago. And people, you know who you are. Love you all!
And we got a pleasant surprise! Lover was supposed to come back from Australia only December. But she gave us a surprise and walked into the restaurant when we didn'teven know she came back early! We were so surprised to see her walking in and our exclamation showed how much we missed her. Such a nice surprise for my babe's birthday.

